The only time I got angry was just before the talk.
When you broke the teacup I was scared and frustrated. When you pushed me away over the file, I was frustrated and hurt.
I only got angry when you assumed I don't care about Natalie or what happened to her. That I would ever minimize something like that. When you tried to tell me what I meant and what I felt.
Maybe you weren't thinking of it that way, but it was an easy way to get out of apologizing for something shitty you did. I've apologized a lot because I know I make mistakes. You never have. And warden or inmate, that's not fair.
I do feel bad about what I said, because it was cruel. I told you before that I say awful things when I'm angry. But I don't want to apologize yet, not right now, and not after the things you've done that haven't been addressed. I wouldn't feel it.
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The only time I got angry was just before the talk.
When you broke the teacup I was scared and frustrated. When you pushed me away over the file, I was frustrated and hurt.
I only got angry when you assumed I don't care about Natalie or what happened to her. That I would ever minimize something like that. When you tried to tell me what I meant and what I felt.
Maybe you weren't thinking of it that way, but it was an easy way to get out of apologizing for something shitty you did. I've apologized a lot because I know I make mistakes. You never have. And warden or inmate, that's not fair.
I do feel bad about what I said, because it was cruel. I told you before that I say awful things when I'm angry. But I don't want to apologize yet, not right now, and not after the things you've done that haven't been addressed. I wouldn't feel it.