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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 03:45 am (UTC)(link)
Yes, actually.

I say stupid, mean shit when I'm angry.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 12:54 pm (UTC)(link)
I don't know anymore. It's not like deep seated beliefs I'm hiding from you, Misty. It's mostly just whatever awful thing I think will hurt you most.

Like I said: awful shit.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 09:27 pm (UTC)(link)
It probably would have been something about Natalie or Pagan since you care about them the most. Like I said, total bullshit, just something that would hurt. I don't think you were wishing for me or Arthur to disappear when you told me about how people disappear but you knew it would hurt after everything we talked about.

Same thing.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 09:49 pm (UTC)(link)
It was shocking, but I'll be honest and admit I'm not all that afraid of it happening, mostly because the King in Yellow couldn't separate us. I doubt the Admiral would.

But it mostly hurt that you decided to send that to me. Then it didn't hurt because I realized why you were doing it. Which isn't guessing. The really quiet and then agreeing to talk to me was kind of obvious.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 10:06 pm (UTC)(link)
I made that guess before the agreement. But you hadn't told me I was wrong, so I was still going with it. I won't guess again.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 10:25 pm (UTC)(link)
I didn't take it that way. I just wanted you to know I wasn't going back on our agreement so quickly as that. I was trying to reassure you.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 10:49 pm (UTC)(link)
A few days. We need to resettle. And I want to have some things settled with Natalie first.

Not because of preference, but because I know she matters to you.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 11:03 pm (UTC)(link)
Do you want to check in with Pagan?
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 11:31 pm (UTC)(link)
So you don't want him there? That's what I'm checking.
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 11:47 pm (UTC)(link)
That wasn't what I meant.

I meant 'no Arthur'?
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[personal profile] greatoldjohn 2022-12-07 11:51 pm (UTC)(link)
That's what I thought.

I don't think I'd like you and Natalie together either, if I'm honest. Like... with me there.

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